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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
4:10 pm	Getting Better Well today is beter then yesterday. Frst of all, Eugene wroteme back on Myspace so I am so much happier. Ineed to get a damn life, I know. Work is almost over, 50 minutes until I can leave. We left for a 2 hr lunch today so the day is going fast. I'm so tired, I can;t wait to go home and relax. Guess thats all for now. Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 11th, 2006
1:52 pm	Been a While Well I am over bus guy. I never see him anymore so thts a lost cause. Miki's weddding was this past saturday. It was fun. Now I kinda have a crush on the best man. Unfortunately, he never writes back to me on Myspace so I am giving up on him. Freaking Loser! All guys are losers. The wedding was nice. It came & went so fast. My dress wound up fitting just fine in the end, thankgod. I didnt kno what I waas gonna do. My Aunt hadda sew another peice onto the back so it fit across correctly. I owe her my life. The dress looked gorgeous. I cleaned up pretty nice. Hair & Makeup all looked good. I do like to get dolled up every once ina while. Work. Not really going anywhere. I never heard back from UH. I was really optomistic too. I am so sad. No man, no job, no money. Yesterday I was violated on the bus. SOme 60 yr old perv tried to feel me up. He was sitting next to me, he put hs legs against mine and said "oh, this is comfortable isn't it"? Then he tried to feel up my thighs. I got the hell away from him ASAP! Sick bastard. Well gotta get back to work. Current Mood: crappy (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 25th, 2006
1:41 am	Guess What I did? Well you know how I like the guy on the bus in the morning. Well I posted an add on craigslist's missed connections to try & find him. I seriously doubt he's gonna see it but I figured it couldn't hurt to find out right? Wow, thats really unlike me to do something like this.I guess you never know if you dont try. Is this like total loserish for me? Other then that I am enjoying the rest of my weekend. my mom comes on Monday plus I have an interview monday morning with UH & on Wed with them too for another job. It's gonna be a busy week. Then the week after that is Miki's wedding. Maybe I will take cute bus boy with me. yah right, like that would ever happen. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
9:34 am	OK I'm supposed to be working but I love surveys Tired of all of those stupid surveys made by High School kids? 'Have you ever kissed someone?' 'missed someone?' 'told someone you love them?' 'drank alcohol?' Here are some questions for some people who are a little more mature... ok old folks like us. 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? RENT 2. What's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? at home 3. Last time you Puked from Drinking? 21st bday, 3 years ago 4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? never danced on a bar 5. Name of your First Grade Teacher? I dont remember, Mrs. Herrell was 2nd grade though 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? sleeping 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? anything that I can make a decent living at thats easy 8.How many colleges did you attend before you settled on the one you graduated from? 1 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? Only thing clean 10. Gas Prices! First Thought? AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you where would you go and who would you take? I would move me & sis to Europe 12. First Thought When the alarm went off this morning? Just another 10 minutes please 13. Last thought before Falling asleep last night? goddamn I lost my bus pass now I gotta drive 14. Favorite style of Underwear? bikini 15. Favorite style of Underwear for the opposite sex? I like briefs, theyre sexy 16. What Errand/Chore do you despise? cleaning bathroom 17. If you didn't have to work what would you do? prolly go to the pool & work on my tan 18. Get up early or sleep in? sleep in 19. Your Favorite Cartoon Character? snoopy 20. Favorite non sexual thing to do at night with a girl/guy? watch tv 21. A secret that you wouldn't mind everyone knowing? it wouldn't be a secret now, would it? 22. What was your First Car? 96 pontiac sunfire 23. Your Best Your Mamma Joke? only remember, your mamas so fat, when she sits around the house, she sits AROUND the house 24. Your Favorite Lunch Meat? turkey 25. What do you get everytime you go into a WAWA? what is WAWA? 26. Beach Or Lake? Beach 27. Do you think Marriage is an outdated ritual that was invented by people who died at 20? yes 28. Who do you Stalk on myspace? mostly losers from high school 29. Favorite Guilty Pleasure? chocoloate 30. Favorite Movie you wouldnt want anyone to find out about? none 31. What's your drink? diet pepsi 32. Cowboys or Indians? Indians, we were warriors 33. Cops or Robbers? Cops, a man in uniform is hot 34. Do you cheer for the bad guy? no 35. What Hollywood star do you think resembles you best? stupid 36. If you had to pick one which cast member of Lost would you be? dont watch that 37. What do you want when you are sick? to stop coughing 38. Who from High School would you like to run into? Ide love to be with my HS friends now, unfortunately we live 5000 miles apart 39. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now? 93.1 the zone 41. Stiffler or Oz? Stiffler 42. Norm or Cliff? Norm 43. The Cosby Show or the Simpsons? Neither what about the clsscs like Everybody loves Ray or Frasier, those were awesome shows. 44. Worst Relationship Mistake that you wish you could take back? TOM....HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH......Melissa you know what I'm talking about!!!!! 45. Do you Like the Person who sits directly across from you at work? theyre growing on me 46. If you could get away with it who would you kill? rapists & child molestors 47. What Famous person would you like to have dinner with? Rob Thomas 48. What famous Person would you like to sleep with? See #47 49. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose? yes, but it didnt work 50. Last book you read for real? some romance novel 51. Do you have a teddy bear? lots 52. Strangest Place you have ever brushed your teeth? the bathroom,,whoooo 53. Somewhere in California you've never been and would like to go? I wanna go to magic mountain 54. How many times a day do you text? Prolly like 1-2 55. At this point in your life would you rather start a new career or relationship? both 56. Do you go to church? no 57. Pencil or Pen? Pen 58. Describe your favorite Day? a day off of work 59. Someone deleted this question -- ah man! 60. How many jobs have you had? this is gonna take a while babysitting, Shanes Dollar Daze, NICE program, Mo'ili'ili Cmty Ctr, PACON, ACS, Ala Moana Hotel, Fairfield Resorts, Bess Press, Hilton Hawaiian Village, Hawaii Pathologists Lab. 11, wow. 61. What would be your "dream job"? to be a rich, lazy wife 62. What do you want to achieve in life? security-job, man, marriage, kids,house w/ a white picket fence etc. (Comment on this)
Friday, June 16th, 2006
11:46 am	Fate! Ok, so there is this cute guy on the bus almost every morning. He dresses nice so he must have some office job I assume, I don't know where he works though. Well every morning we make eye contact but I never get to sit with him or talk to him b/c I am always on first and in the back, by the time he gets on the bus is packed & he's stuck in front. Last week I was late leaving work & I grabbed a bus at like 520 instead of my usual 445. The bus was totally empty, I sat in a 2 seater closest to the window. As I looked to the right he was standing by the exit door. We looked at each other and then he sat down next to me. The bus was totally empty. He could have sat anywhere but he sat right next to me. I got all nervous & never said anything to him. I could tell he wanted to say something to me but he didnt b/c I was listening to my IPOD. Most people wont tal to you if you are listening to music. I shuld have taken it off and asked him where he worked. He got off like 2 stops later though so he was gone. Why would he sit next to me when the bus was totally empty? I think we are meant to be. Now I leave work everyday at 5 trying to get on the same bus with him but no such luck. I hadent even seen him since last week, until this morning going to work. I get off 3 stops after he gets on. We normally take the same bus everymorning but it stopped running so he's taking something else. It made my day to see him this morning. I could kick myself for not speaking to him last week. UGHHHH I am such a retard. Every morning Sophie emails me to ask if I saw him & then the night I called to tell her we sat together she was yelling b/c i didnt talk to him. Next time I see him I'm gonna talk to him. Maybe he is my soulmate. HAH (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
6:38 pm	Damn dress Well I went for my fitting today & the dress as I knew it would, did not fit. It is like 2 sizes too small. Thats actually only part of the problem. They misplaced my dress, so they had me try on Janice's which was the same size. It still didnt fit. The Skirt needs to be taken out like 2 inches & the back has a lace up backing it has a panelt hat goes in it but the panel doesn't cover my fat back. The woman says if she can't get enough material off of the other dresses when she hems them then she will have to order it. She is charging me 100$ to alter the dress. It was 200$ to begin with. Plus I have to pay for fabric as well if she doesn't have enough from janice or anyone elses dress. I am lookign into ordering another one in a larger size, but I cannot find it online. I need the maker & style. I am so screwed. Damn I feel so fat. The wedding is 3 weeks away. I am royally screwed. Other then that I went to Kauai this weekend it was nice. We saw the most amazing thing. It was Waimea Canyon. It was 3400 feet down. Purely amazing. I gotta find some pics. I am so depressed about the dress. Hopefully they find mine. If not then I am even more screwed. I am hoping that they dont find it & they have to order another one & then I can get a bigger size. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
10:21 am	Update Not really much to say. Miki's bachelorette party was the weekend before last. We had a good time. We went to eat at Benihana which is a Japanese Steak house. Then we went to Zanzabar which is a nice club in waikiki. After clubbing we did Karaoke. It was a very busy night. I am still at the Pathology place. It's going good, except that I feel very sick today with a stomach ache & I really wanna go home. Last night I had a migraine & thought I was dying. The last 2 days have been kinda crappy. Atleast Monday is a holiday for us next week. It's Kamehameha day so I get off. I also had off last monday for Memorial day too. At Ala Moana we only got Xmas & Thanksgiving b/c Hotels never shut down. I like having a job in a normal office. Too bad I don't get paid. I think I will meet the hours req't for July 4th so I will get holiday pay. I had an interview at UH 2 weeks ago. I never heard back so I assume I didnt get it. Okay so Paula (my old boss at UH) ruined my weekend. She called me Thurs night to ask if I would work Fri night, Sat & Sun to help her prep for a conference which starts this week in Asia. I said sure, the money would have been a great help. She tells me 7pm on Friday. She never showed up. She then told me to meet her at 3pm Sat. She called & changed it to 5pm b/c she couldn't wake up and get to UH by 3. She only lives 30 mins away. That's really pathetic. She wound up calling me at 450 to tell me she wasn't coming. She sounded likeshe had just woken up. So then she asks me if I willl come in Sunday at 3. I told her if it's 3 & no laterthen yes. Well was I surprised when she didnt even show up until 430? Of course not. What a flake. I refused to go in on Sunday she promised me 3 and was an hour & a half late. Gets worse!!!!!She wanted me to come in Mon, Tues & Wed night after I work all day. I said hell no. She is so irresponsible! Thats about all for now. I feel so sick! (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 18th, 2006
11:49 am	Long time... no write! Okay so the Hilton Job was the worst. I called the first day & told Nate to pull me, he wouldnt b/c no one else would take the job & no one else had proper attire. I hated it. The boss Carol was such a freakin bitch. I lasted 3 weeks then enough, I called again and said he better find a replacement b/c I wouldnt be returning. She would not allow me to come in one day a half hour later. I was gonna stay late too. What's a half hour? She was such a whore. She hit me when I was listening to my IPOD. I was locked away in a cubicle all day, no phones or interaction all day. Why would there be a problem listening to an IPOD. That was my 2nd day too. I got yelled at. How would I have known? After her not letting me come in a half hour late & her sending an email saying so to the Head of our Dep't & Head of HR I almost killed the bitch. I didnt get paid enough to deal with her bullshit. They sent a replcement for me to train. Carol came upto me & the new girl and said "if you have nothing productive to do, I suggest you leave" this was my last day. I did absolutley nothing wrong, I dont know what her damn problem was. I knew from the get-go that place was gonna suck. Always trust your gut instinct. What an evil whore. Carol Morisaki is an evil whore!!!!!!!! Now I am at a Pathologist billing office. It's going okay. Some days I am bogged with work & the other's I have nothing (like today). Atleast I get lunch in a half hour so I am looking forward to that. I can't park here so I have to take the bus. That has been quite an experience. A nasty drunk 60 yr old told me he thought I was attractive the other day & asked me if I'de like to go out with him. This was directly in front of the police station's busstop too. I never felt so unsafe before. I work across from HPD headquarters which started to get me thinking.... So now I have been applying like crazy for jobs. I applied for 6 positions at UH & I also applied to the Honolulu Police Dep't. I will take the test in July & go from there. I'm talking my sister into taking it with me. Can't hurt to take it I figure. That's all for now, 20 mins til lunch! (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 16th, 2006
9:10 pm	HEllo Tomorrow I start a new job at the Hilton Hawaiian Village. It's Marci's job, she is leaving b/c she got a new one. The only reason I am not nervous is B/c I am gonna train with her which will be fun. I had 2 interviews on Friday. One I think went really well and I hope to hear back from them this week. I am crossing my fingers. We got the keys to the new place yesterday. It's great. I used the pool both days and got to work at my tan. I am gonna be so tan this summer. I used to be so tan when my parents lived here. I used the pool all the time. We went shopping for the place today. We decked out our bathroom in Spongebob crap. We got Spongebob trash can,bathmat, shower curtain, toothbrush holder & soap dispenser. For outside we bought a really pretty plant were atcually gonna hang inside once we finally move our stuff in. There is like 10 plant hangers in the apartment. Might as well make use. We had our sofabed delivered. It's not as comfie as the couch we have in our old place, but the sofabed is more practical. Well gonna go now. The new job is really conservative. I have to wear a suit tomorrow. What a pain in the ass. I refuse to buy clothes for this job b/c I don't think I'm gonna be there very long. Letya know how it goes. Atleast I'm gettin 11.25 an hour. Thats a lot better then what I got at all my other jobs. (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 9th, 2006
8:03 pm	Well lots have happened since I last wrote. I was SHOCKED to find out I was canned at the publishing company. They said I didnt have proper phone etiquette. I am starting tomorrow at a construction company which I really, really don't wanna go to. It's a 3 weeks assignment so atleast if it sucks ass it's only for a short while. They are looking for something else for me. I wish they'd find something closer. The place is a far drive. We signed our lease today. We are getting our keys next week saturdaY. Lynn & I wound up buying a couch which we hadn't planned on doing. It's a nice big pullout one. My mom's coming to stay with us anyway so it is a good thing. Well I am in the middle of cleaning out the apartment now. We have so much stuff. It's gonna take us 6 months to clean the whole place. Hope work goes okay tomorrow. Unfortunately I'm supposed to get my period tomorrow. Plus I still have this bad cold I'm trying to get over. Maybe I will call and say I can't start yet tomorrow. If I'm still not feeling well I'll let him know and try to start tuesday instead. I will just play it by ear. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
8:27 pm	Apartmernt YIPPIE!!!!!I got the apartment. It's a 2 bedroom, carpeted with a pool and laundry facility and air conditioning. I am so excited. we can move in one the 15th of the month. We just have to tell our current landlord that we are leaving. OOOOH I am gonna use that damn pool all the time. The rent is 1200 a month, we pay 900 now and we live in the damn ghetto. Now I gotta clean my apt. It's so messy. Moving sucks. We need a mover b/c we have a lot of furniture. I can't wait. I am gonna be so tan by the end of the summer. (Comment on this)
Monday, April 3rd, 2006
8:39 pm	A to Z [A is for age:] 24 [B is for booze of choice:] anything fruity [C is for career:] temp [D is for your dog's name:] patches, when I was young [E is for essential item you use everyday:] underwear [F is for favorite song at the moment:] "Ever the same" [G is for favorite games:] Clue [H is for Home town:] Port Jefferson Station [I is for instruments you play:] dont play one [J is for favorite juice?:] fruit punch [K is for kids?:] none, but hopefully when I get older [L is for last hug?:] don't even remmeber [M is for marriage:] hopefully [N is for last person you talked to:] marci [O is for overnight hospital stays:] only when I was born [P is for phobia[s]:] bugs [Q is for quote:] Flavor Flave! [R is for biggest regret:] first tattoo [S is for status:] single [T is for time you wake up:] 630 [U is for underwear:] Victorias Secret [V is for vegetable you love:] potatoe [W is for worst habit:] nail biter [X is for x-rays you've had:] ankle [Y is for yummy food you make:] grilled cheese & french toast [Z is for zodiac sign:] Aquarius (Comment on this)
Friday, March 31st, 2006
5:23 pm	Yet another day of rain Well the rain was actually a good thing today. It rained so hard that we lost power at work and I got to go home after half a day. I had never seen rain this bad before. It was like a river running down the street at work. On my street the water got to be knee deep, I tho9ught my car was gonna get stuck in it. The mall in Kahala was evacuated because water rushed in and it got flooded. I have never, ever seen anything like this before in my life. It's still supposed to rain for a whole nother week. (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 30th, 2006
7:42 pm	The rain! Just wanna say that it has rained for 40 days straight now in Hawaii. We haven't had 1 day in the last 6 weeks without rain. It is never going to stop. Supposedly Tuesday it should start to clear up. I have never, ever seen a place with so much rain. It's like living in Seattle. Imagine if you were on vacation in Hawaii? I'de be so pissed. All of the beaches are closed so you can't even use them. We had sewage spills all over the island which have contaminated the ocean. Imagine the money the tourists are shelling out to visit! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 25th, 2006
12:08 pm	My Week Well I started my new job on tuesday. It's going alright for now. It has a lot of downtime so I find myself bored and surfing the web. It's definitely better then the hotel was. It's much easier and less stress. The people are all very nice and it's nice and close to my house. That's pretty much all thats going on now. Hopefully this job may turn into a permanent position. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
7:00 am	Bored Name: Leigh @ Age: 24 @ Height: 5'8 @ Sign: aquarius @ Eye Color: blue @ Foot Size: 10 @ Parents Names: helen and robert [hygiene.. oh yea personal stuff] @ Shower How Often?: once a day unless it's real hot then twice @ Morning or Night Showers?: morning @ Brush Teeth How Often?: 2x a day @ Shampoo Brand: herbal essence @ Soap/Body Wash Brand: dove @ Lotion Brand: dont use lotion @ Face Wash Brand: proactiv [love, hate, rejection, and all the fun stuff.] @ PDA Fan?: nope, it's disgusting and makes me wanna puke @ Ever been dumped?: no @ Define Love: love is love. @ Have you ever mistaken love for lust?: nope @ Are you in love? With who?: no @ If yes, are you sure it's love?: NA @ Have you ever used someone?: no @ What happened and why?: NA @ Are you friends with any of your exes?: NO [play favorites] @ TV Show: CSI's, W/out a trace, SVU, King of Queens, How I met your mother @ Book: Stephanie Plum series @ Color: blue @ City: who cares @ Season: spring @ Article of Clothing: shoes @ Animal: dogs [random questions because I’m done with categorizing] @ What are you wearing?: pajamas @ What are you doing?: duh! @ What do you want to do with your life?: be able to work everyday and not wanna kill myself @ One Silly Secret: I dont know @ One Bad Habit: nail biter @ One Good Habit: dont know @ One Natural Talent: i am talentless @ One Acquired Talent: talentless @ Thing you want to do once in your life: get married @ What do you need right now?: shower b/c I gotta go to work (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 19th, 2006
7:36 pm	3 things!!! Name 3 schools you went to? 1. Comsewogue 2. Suffolk 3. UH Manoa Name 3 things in your wallet? 1. Driver’s License 2. 15$ 3. atm card Name 3 things you always wear? 1. underwear 2. deoderant 3. glasses Name 3 things you do when you are really stressed? 1. take a nap 2. shop 3. eat Name 3 favorite places to shop? 1. Aeropostale 2. Gap 3. Ross Name 3 places you go daily? 1. the bathroom 2. to bed 3. work (when employed) Name 3 things you like to do? 1. read 2. watch tv 3. go to the movies Name 3 most valuable possessions? 1. car 2. family/friends 3. my purse Name 3 favorite fruits? 1. apple banana 2. strawberries 3. pears Name 3 things you are addicted to? 1. court tv shows 2. shopping 3. checking my email Name 3 career choices 1. anything that pays 2. anything that pays 3. anything that pays Name 3 goals in 2006? 1. Get a good job 2. get myself a man 3. find a new apartment Name 3 plans for next week. 1. work 2. read 3. relax Three Names You Go By: 1. Leigh 2. Leighanne 3. Sleazy Leighzy (thats what chrissie calls me) Three Things That Scare You: 1. roaches 2. not getting a job 3. becoming homeless if I don't find a good job Three of Your Everyday Essentials: 1. food 2. water 3. clothing Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. capris 2. teeshirt 3. glasses Three Things You Want In A Relationship (OTHER THAN Love): 1. Trust 2. Honesty 3. Communication (Comment on this)
9:51 am	My new Job Well tomorrow I start a new job. It's with a publishing company in Kaimuki (right near my house). I'm actually kind of excited. It will be good to get back to work and have a regular paycheck again. It has been nice having some time off. I'm enjoying my last day of freedom before having to go back. Yesterday I saw V for Vendetta. It wasn't too bad, but it wasn't great. I think I will stick to the dollar theater for now on. I'll let you know how work goes on monday. (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
10:12 pm	Sr year Your senior year in High School is supposed to be "the best year of your life." Let's see how much you remember. I know for some it might be hard for you to go back that far! Year 2000 1. Who was your best friend? Melissa, Chrissie, Susan 2. Did you play a sport? no I was lazy 3. What kind of car did you drive? An old ass Mustang and an even older Oldsmobile 4. It's Friday night, where were you at? Either a movie or the diner or bowling 5. Were you a party animal? no 6. Do anything u regret? not that I remember 7. Ever skip school? only once on sr cut day 8. Ever smoke? no 9. Were you a nerd? no 10. Did you get suspended/expelled? no 11. Can you sing the Alma Mater? no 12. Who was your favorite teacher? Bodkin 13. Favorite class? You and the Law w/ Bodkin 14. What was your schools full name? Comsewogue Sr. High School 15. School mascot? a Warrior 16. Did you go to Prom? yes 17. If you could go back and do it over, would you? no 18.What song reminds you of Senior Year? semi charmed life, only steph would get it though 19. Favorite memories of your Senior Year? Doug getting stuck in Jamaica 20. Were you ever posted up on the senior wall? nope 21. Did you have a job your senior year? Shanes Dollar Daze 22. Who did you date senior year? no1 24. Have you gained weight since then? no, lost 25. What did you do after graduation? Suffolk for a lil while then off to Hawaii, grad from UH and still here lookin for a job. (Comment on this)
Monday, March 13th, 2006
2:51 pm	Crazy News Well yesterday I got a big surprise. Turns out Arjun is getting married. I didnt even know he was seeing anyone. It's seems like an arrangement kinda thing. She is from his home country and I guess he asked her in december and she said no, but apparently now she is ready. I was very surprised, being he never ever mentioned a woman before.Elizabteh said its more of a convenience marriage then a love marriage. I was a little upset, thats kinda bad news to hear about the guy you have feelings for. I am fine now. I called Officeteam and they told me to come in whenever I am ready and they will hook me up with something. They wanted me to start right away but I need to have my car worked on tomorrow so thats not gonna happen. Hopefully my car can be fixed and I can get back to work. I got my paycheck from my other job today. Atleast I have money now. (Comment on this)